| Sunday, February 26th, 2006 |
| 3:14 am |
right now i'm pretty fucking happy. guess why. |
| Tuesday, February 14th, 2006 |
| 4:48 am |
I procastinate quite spectacularly. really. also i looked at the internet for like four hours today. plus, i got the overdubs/trial mixes for the Game Show Dynamos score, and some of them sound pretty fuckin rad. others don't, but it ain't my fault. i now go to church on sundays, not because i've finally admitted that i need jesus in my life or anything, but because Larry the pastor pays me one hundred dollars to play hymns to desperate old people for a half hour on sunday mornings. it's already become surreal. Some gems from this week: "I look forward to a day where spiritualism finally drives back darwinism and we live in a new era of faith..." "I like to think, if God asked me to sacrifice my children, that I'd have the courage to do it." That's all I can remember. Fuck you, it's five in the morning. |
| Friday, January 6th, 2006 |
| 1:09 am |
hi
yo yo yo yo yo live journal is the PLACE for some GANGSTA RAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rap diddy rapp rap rah rah rahrahrah rap rappity RAP anyway. real excited for shroomin'. call me saturday for a real fun conversation. love brian |
| Monday, December 26th, 2005 |
| 5:56 pm |
dress me up in xmas
or your love, wichever comes first. I got a fleece and a book and some money and a PA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WICKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My break's going ok except i sleep in till four or five every day. As in pm. So lazy. band update: Discs of Fury is, more or less, no more. Instead I will start a new band which will rock much harder because the people in it will like the same music that I do. Except for Tim who likes queer shit like Queen. Anyway it will be the biggest hits from DoF plus mucho dancing, jumping up and down, crying, etc. looking for guitarist. no, you can't be in the band. p.s. Fulcrum Says Fall would be the funniest name ever. we'd be on MTV2 in like four months. and then gone forever in two more. |
| Thursday, December 15th, 2005 |
| 5:06 am |
feeling insignificant...anybody out there? anybody? bueller? |
| Thursday, November 3rd, 2005 |
| 1:22 am |
Let me address this one. I've seen it before: "Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy... So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked!" Ok. Shut up, whoever wrote this. Not putting out doesn't make you special. Being ugly or uptight, or probably both, doesn't turn you into a paragon of feminity - it means you're ugly and uptight. Congratulations. But fucking DEAL with it. Cut the delusional crap about some 'brave' guy climbing the tree to 'pick' you. This isn't fairy land, you aren't a princess. It's the kind of sweeping generalization about gender and sex that fat girls spew from their fat mouths in between bites of soy ice cream while watching queer as folk for six hours. Fucking dumb fucking girls. |
| Thursday, October 20th, 2005 |
| 4:24 pm |
and fuck you too, girl who just told me to stop talking on my cell phone in the library. fuck you because you're right. fuck you because i have to write this fucking philosophy paper at school because all the course material is only available on the UW server. fuck you because i didn't do any of the reading and now have to attempt to read and understand and pontificate on all this linguistic masturbatory pseudo-metaphysical bullshit when all i want to do is go home and play heroes with derek. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!! |
| 4:20 pm |
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU you know who you are. Current Mood: sad |
| Thursday, October 6th, 2005 |
| 1:15 am |
God
Just had a fucking amazing discussion with Henry and Tim. Basically arguing about God for three hours. At one point a homeless old guy named Marshall came up to us to bum a cigarette and we talked to him for awhile. He had a broken nose. Also i smoked about a pack of cigarettes to keep the juices flowing. Thank you Henry. it boiled down to: Henry: The world is what it is. God created it that way. Brian: But he could have made it better! There's so much pointless suffering in the world! Henry: But is it really pointless? Brian: YES!!! Henry: But there has to be suffering. Otherwise there couldn't be good as well. That's the world we live in. Brian: It doesn't have to be that way. It could be heaven all the time. We could have been created as perfect moral agents and all this pointless suffering could have been avoided. Henry: But it wasn't. Brian: But it could have been! Henry: But it wasn't. Brian: But it could have been! Both: ARGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!! (Hug.) the end. |
| Monday, October 3rd, 2005 |
| 1:38 am |
uh huh her
first blog. it's true, i caved. basically i need another time-waster because i don't spend enough time on the internet. so...ummm...HIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |